Pacience is hard but worth the wait...

So you might read my title and wonder about my spelling, I don't because it is not my spelling, some spindless idiot I know made that his status update and I decided I would take some time out of my busy schedule to bash some fool. My comment to this is patience is worth it when spelled correctly in all other cases you don't need to stand in a long que to be ripped a new a hole in the middle of your forehead AJ. I see now why you were being led around by your nose you a real court Jester in other words clown a Joke, You are so whipped. Enough bout all that last might my fellow creative under the influence directors phoned of and we decide to fail trying and to start doing, get out my Lovers drisense and get in controle of my out of controle thoughts. I am ready to go rocksteady . Haters I am outside pissing into your tents so grab your umbrellas and raincoats its about to get really wet

A Strange training session

I had a crazy day at work and at soccer today it kinda freaked me out somewhat. I was worried bout the creatures me the night and them a little black kitten showed up so I guess it is good luck because it was a kitten and not a cat. The other issues go my life seen to be drawing to a close and I know God is looking out for me in a good way. I am off Later Bloggers!

This is indeed dark days...

I find myself in a dark desolate place these days and it scares me not because it is dark, but because of the creatures the dark holds not the furry sharp dagger carrying kind. I am talking about those creatures of the human kind preying on people, but I am willing to fight for what is mine, for long far too long have I let people keep of from achieving my dreams. It is a lonely place I find myself in it is and dark, but I am not going to let any threats stop of from my dreams. Today I go round 3 Later Bloggers!

Got Some Good News Today!

I really don't have much to say tonight, just that I got an opportunity to play soccer again and I know it is all thanks to my heavenly father. I went to work this morning as usual and read my mails and to my surprise I got e mails from two agents wanting me to sent my Resumé or to contact them as they would be be doing placements go their teams. I went only for my second training session tonight and I am thoroughly exhausted, I did some ballwork and a whole lot of running I de feel good about where my fitness levels are going and I only hope that God will grant me good health to continue towards building my strength mentally and physically. I am sure by the time I am ready for my trial I will be in tip top shape. I only wish for one more thing well not hope so much as pray for it so that by the time I am ready and my time to go has arrived I have been blessed with the settlement. Believe and you shall achieve and my time has come Later Bloggers!

Close to breaking point what to do

I am so frustrated today and it isn't because of people, but my own weaknesses for women and because it is so easy for of to hook up. I am trying to be disciplined but it is so hard today is one of those majorly testing days where I am trying to keep my mine occupied in order to keep it of deviating towards thinking of sex. I hope I get through this day without slipping up just have to keep my mine busy think I shall read still have a goal to make he I want to do this next year SOCCER SOCCER SOCCER Later Bloggers!

Life's a journey which no one can travel for you. My Journey continues...

Man I cant even remember when the last time was when I was involved in a competitive soccer match. I tried to organize a game, but on one got back to me about it yet. I have one year left to train and try make it at a team, went to gym again today after my week absence due to the flu@ going to try wake up early to go for a jog my journey begins go full swing tomorow. I read on twitter today ARE YOU WILLING TO TAKE THE RISK FOLLOWING YOUR DREAMS AND RISK FAILING OR PLAYING IT SAFE AND WAKING UP ONE DAY AND SAYING WHAT IF? So go out there and get at it Later Bloggers!

Life can be bullshit sometimes...

Friday is suppose to be a good day! Well it was until my mother phoned un give me the bad news, you know this brought me back un my no one problem Trust. I have always had trust issues with everyone I don't trust anyone not even my own family and sometimes it is justified. I wonder why anybody would give another person bad news straight away knowing it would eval up their whole day, I am not angry but more dissapointed than anything one me my kittens got killed again my couscous is dead. Fuck this life and all the bullshit. I am tired having un carry all this burdens with me@ why is my punishment so servere?!?! I wish someone could understand the shit I am going through...