Never Leave the house or even in to add Angry prt2

... In turn hurt me, I always vowed never to hurt my mother as she is the only person I know that has the biggerst heart and also the smallest heart. I knew that me saying that would hurt her, I know that she is the person that always believes in me and backs me through the good the bad the the failure the successes and she worries about my future more than anyone elses'. I know that she wants the best for me and all she wants or asks of me is a little bit and I know that I haven't done much for her yet, but I try and I left the house in anger and that should never be. This life we live is short and we should never miss an opportunity to make things right or to say sorry or say I love you and never be afraid to cry, we human after all, being human is an emotion. So yesterday I gave my Mom a Kiss and I know she knew what it was for... Today is Tuesday and I am doing so much better and even the day is feeling better more positive o let it be so Live life full on today and everyday. Later Bloggers!

Never Leave the House or even go to sleep when Angry...

Yesterday was Monday and I woke to the noise or well my parents having a little argument of sorts because my Dad decided he wasn't going to work. This Monday disease is a coloured problem you drink the weekend and Mondays you don't go to work, I have come to realize that I always almost never drink on Sundays and I realize why I don't now. I subconsciously have been made to realize how negative it is because that image or trigger has been implanted go my head, I have never except on one previous occasion had alcohol on a Sunday but only because I knew that I would not be working on that Monday. So back to my reason for not leaving the house angry, I was angry with my Dad because he knows what his responsibilities are and he knows what his weaknesses are, but he still insists no doing all those things, so the long and short story is I felt crowed and well I said some things and trapped and said that I wished I had died last year in that car accident well I kinda didn't think and I made my mother cry, which..