Am I a choker? or is it just my lack of big match temprament...

So I am a really good soccer player always have been except the fact that I seem to choke up at times or is it just the fact that I have on big match temprament? I have always had some anxiety attacks but to a minimum and the only thing that has always helped of helped of was to think of something good that was going to happen after that present event or music and I have become less and less anxious as I have matured and it is time to finally step up my game. I have played against many guys and I always seem to perform at my best well I think it is time to not try my best but to do it and actually become great. I am doing it now it's time for add and time to prepare myself for an early morning jog, Later Bloggers!