Times change,but some people refuse to...

Today is Thursday, I think? I have been so lost in the times recently that even the days have escaped my grasp I am lost in time, I wonder if it is possible to counter time by forgetting about it and just living eachday since it is all the same? The only thing that has been a reminder of what day it is was the thought of looking forward to my favorite tv program in that nine o'clock time slot from Monday through to Wednesday and them the Omnibus Saturday nights and since the first season is done my life is kinda empty. Those were my nights my days were filled with reading, but since my books are all finished I am left over to the mercy of boredom. I went out last night just for like an hour to an ex work colleagues sons birthday and the people I worked with and some of the people I know have not changed one bit, it was kinda sad because I use to be like that once before, I changed and these past few months have calmed me down somewhat. I left early and some of them saw my behaviour as a reflection on them as