Life can be bullshit sometimes...

Friday is suppose to be a good day! Well it was until my mother phoned un give me the bad news, you know this brought me back un my no one problem Trust. I have always had trust issues with everyone I don't trust anyone not even my own family and sometimes it is justified. I wonder why anybody would give another person bad news straight away knowing it would eval up their whole day, I am not angry but more dissapointed than anything one me my kittens got killed again my couscous is dead. Fuck this life and all the bullshit. I am tired having un carry all this burdens with me@ why is my punishment so servere?!?! I wish someone could understand the shit I am going through...