Friday, December 23, 2011

Saturday


Okay so last night and yesterday was really crazy, had way too much to drink got home around 18:15, ate and then passed out... I am glad I didn't go out last night in retrospect, it all seems a little juvenile, so this morning I have decided that I am going to dissapear of the grid fo a while maybe a year...

I am hoping that some opportunity will arise somewhere out of Rustenburg, if not will have to look for something, I am leaning more in the direction of a travelling job, I am also planning on studying again so God speed and here' is to success in the new year...

So today on this Christmas Eve, I commit myself to disapearing and focusing on my dreams for a while, even if it be in Rustenburg

Discipline is Currency

Saturday, December 3, 2011

I am super bored

I have stopped drinking for like the 100th time and I am looking for something to fill that, Friday and Saturday night drinking binges that I use to go on, which was really juvenile if I look back on them...

I have joined the gym and did pretty well, I try and do a 12km run and increase it by a km everynight, which will be hard to maintain since the gym only stays open til 9 each night... I am doig tis in part for my soccer fitness and also to help me with y bucket list. I am planning to save u money for a trip to Ecuador to go climbing sme mountains in the snow, it is hard atthe moment with the burning urge to hit the party scene and really let loose, but I am trying my best to stay occupied...

My only friend right now are my dogs and my cats and they seem to be just as depressed as I am, I resigned my job recently because of the lack of training and the people gloating somuch in office. I have sensed that they are sort of froming a click against me in the sense that, I am not of a faourable colour, but hey small things. I have noticed that they are really low on self esteem and seem to make themselves feel better on my account, well that's alright, I am quite strong an durable so that helps me be positive.

This will be my opportunity to do something fresh with my life something new and exciting that's why I love my life boring or otherwise...

Anywya I am out let me see what I can do for the night, maybe get interative with some girls, not like that