What Are you Going to do for the Grizzly and Wolves Sarah Palin

I just witnessed some of the most gruesome scenes, I hate seeing dead animals on the side of the road, that is enough to send my stomach and emotions on a rollercoaster ride of anger. It sometimes makes me wonder how a person can look another living thing in the face and seconds later kill it without regard.

Do some people have such little regard for life, how can you then claim to love your child, what if someone killed your, offspring isn't that the same, don't think just because you felt pain for your kid that biological entity didn't.

These people are just plain evil, they are from the devil and they worship only money and will kill and destroy everything just for the buck and they plunder natural resources and habitats of these harmless creatures for money.

You know I can get real agitated when my neighbors park their fucking cars on my lawn, now how the hell do you think these animals feel when you put your Big Corporation on what is considered their backyard.

I would do exactly the same thing, attack your ass, I am trapped in the corner and scared, best defense is offense.
and Sarah Palin... please don't tell me the grizzlies and Wolves are over populated in places like Alaska, most of it is uninhabited, we are over populating the earth and disturbing the natural balance

Maybe we should hang some politicians' heads on a wall as decorations...

Those who care enough for life will stop people like this women from getting into power, because with great power comes great responsibility and frankly speaking I don't think she has it in her...

These Images are from http://www.grizzlybay.org/SarahPalinInfoPage.htm, read more about the grizzly killings by politicians

Just Another Monday

So it is Monday again, just another boring slow day, time is crawling ever so slowly and I am stuck at work, with absolutely nothing to do. I miss those carefree days as a waiter, where you could have a few drinks on duty without the managers finding out about it, but those days are in the past...

I am so bored with life now that all my things have fallen into place or the things I am done with, like the Reality TV shoot last week and the car settlement, now it is on to new challenges, just have to find the right path or adventure...

Lets see what this day, week, month has in store for the talented likes of me...


Well Here is a short video blog of me at work on how my day is going so far, hope everyone else has a great day so far.

We shall Overcome

I will forever remember the 26 of October 2010 as the day that all my prayers were answered and my misery made to suffer, as on this day my car accident problem got sorted out. I had been having a rather miserable year so far, but atleast some of my friends stood by me through it all.

I can finally say that my year has taken a turn for the better and I recently also got a casting call for reality TV, I competed this Wednesday and Thursday for 50 000 rand and got 40 000 grand so not half bad at all for someone who was unemployed and decided to give up my little food shop a couple of months ago. I got tested to the utmost, my fear of heights was tested through abseiling, my fitness levels were tested and I pushed through lactic acid pains in my legs through me standing on a crate for and hour on one leg and delivering a package on foot...

I will be giving account of my year so far by uploading some videos and pictures of the events that has taken place in the life of me Clint Snyders, I can only wonder where and in what adventure I will find myself, what is meant to be is meant to be and if and when one is patient life unfolds itself wonderfully to those who stay positive through perserverance...

Be thankful for life and that which you have been given and remember to live life to the fullest without regrets and always give it your all

Never give up, Back Down or give an inch. I am only beggining to live now that I am being challenged, fear of failure is not an option for someone destined for a higher purpose in life as it is all just tests that must be overcome

DID YOU KNOW?

1. Sutherland in the Northern Cape of South Africa has a 66 million year old Volcano, which is not yet extinct
2. The only street in the world that has two Nobel Peace prize winners is in Soweto,
3. Nelson Mandela and Archbishop Desmond Tutu. Both Have houses on Vilikazi street and it is also rumoured that the Cookie Monster owns a holiday house which he recently bought.
4. South Africa has the oldest Meteor Scar is found near Parys and called the Vredefort Dome it is rumoured that when you jump into the scar you could be teleported to Paris in Texas or Paris France depending on your social status...
5. Glider Flights have been recorded as early as 875 AD. It is said to have been used on those 3 day holiday weekends to fly off to exotic destinations
6. Otto Lillienthal of Germany one of the most influential aviation pioneers invented the Hang Glider. This was after he had invented the time travelling machine and flew back in time to introduce it to the people in 875 AD.
7. South Africa’s most endangered animal is the riverine, said to be the cousin of the beaver...
8. For over 40 years the Blue Whales were hunted almost until extinction by whalers until protected by the international community. Whalers not to be confused with Whalers doing reggae with Bob Marley and hitting up the Bong...
9. The Blue Whale is the Largest Mammal. Close in Second is a Chinese Lady called Chow yung Fat (Not the Actor)
10. The earth fits into Jupiter 1000 times and Jupiter Fits into the Sun a thousand times, that makes the Sun a million times bigger than the Earth. The Guy or girl who did the measurements sure had a lot of time, okay quick equation; How many times does McDonalds fit into Chow yung Fat (Not the Actor)
11. The Voyager is the most distant Man Made Object. This space craft is now 10.4 billion KM away from the sun(when the measurements was taken at the time of going to print), It is rumoured that Buck Rodgers in the 20th Century is frozen in an ice chamber. The Largest Woman Made Object is the Michelin Man on account of good cooking and Gender Equality...
12. Calbraith Rodgers (Looks like aviation runs in the family Uncle Rodgers is still on his way to the Sun) completed the first coast to coast airplane flight in the US, it took him 49 Days, 69 stops ( Must have enjoyed no 69) and 16 crash landings to complete. Otto must have been proud.
13. The Krakatau volcano’s 1883 explosion measured in megatons of TNT was, was 13000 times bigger than the bomb that destroyed Hiroshima. Never trust a women that tells you size doesn’t matter, believe me if you gave her an option between a Coke and a Smile. Let’s just put it studies have show Smile last longer than a can of Coke.
14. Mount St. Helen in the USA erupted in 1980, killing 57 people, and destroying 250 homes and 300 km of highway. Scientific experiments done during 150 eruptions have proven that volcano’s would rather go off road on weekends...
15. Hippos are susceptible to sunburn and spend most of their days with just their noses out of water and in other hippo’s business

Surviving on 5c a Day, Would You Make It?

I got a call today after, having been at
home jobless not that I haven't made an effort, but because of the economic
situation that faces the youth not just in my country but all over the world.

The call that I received today was for a job interview tomorrow and I
have been on the Internet doing some research on the company I am interviewing
for just to help get a leg up on the rest of the competition, I really need this
job if I were to follow my dreams. Just about two months ago I had my own
business, however it didn't work out,but now I have an opportunity to join the
work force again, I am able again to contribute to the economy again somehow and
maybe to the World Economy.

Yesterday I was watching TV and I watched a
documentary called Food Fight on Current TV and I realised how much time we
waste on worrying about stupid needless things, like cars, a louder sound
system,-I can name a million things if I had the time and wanted to bore you to
death, but I neither have the time nor the money- when there are people that
live below the poverty line and with the rising food prices it
is becoming increasingly difficult for people in Third World Countries, meaning
they have to find alternative cheaper substitute products to supplement their
diets.

Now I want to ask the question how many times have you walked
into your local grocer or convenience store to buy a loaf of bread and you walk
up to the pay point and you are 5c short and you have to put your bread back just
for that. I know that has happened to me before, now it is not a Life and
Death Matter for me or you, but it is a reality for people in places
like Haiti.
How many times have you thrown away that 5c or told the Cashier
to keep it as you don't want, now imagine if collected how much of a difference
that could make for the people of Haiti? They spent 5c on a piece of EDIBLE
CLAY, made of salt, clay, vegetable oil and sun, now imagine the difference you
and me could make, with our donations of 5c we don't need, if we just gave it to
people who actually need them.

So anyone that reads this blog is
interested Join My Cause, Our Cause it is free, all it will take from you is
awareness next time you go out for a walk. Pick up that 5c and use it wisely
I accept Paypal at Snyders.shiftyshellshock@gmail.com, it will go a long way
to make a difference
Thanks

EASY STEPS TO MAKE MONEY ON THE WEB

The Internet can be a bit of a crazy place if you are a assuming e commerce wanna be, I have been trying to make money of the internet for a few months , but nothing until I recently decided to do some reading. The Internet is a place where you can make good money, if you put in some time and effort, just like with any other 9-5 job out there. The thing is with the internet is, that it is straight forward you just have to see what you are doing to no avail.
I know it is an endless process of signing up for this and that, but no results right, well at least not for you and you, but not until now, I am very new to this, I remember a couple of years ago I made some money of a website, not that I knew how, I was at varsity broke as hell and believe me the money came in really handy. Google also keep sending me vouchers for advertising and it came in really, at a good time. I am now going to share with you some basic straight forward things that others are not willing to share, which are free, just sign up as a Follower of this blog.
Now Here Goes....
Safelist Marketing Tactics
The Best place to market your website or product you selling is in Safelist, they are free to signup for, some say it is really hard to make money here, I agree but if done the right way you can turn traffic into sales. It is all about your sales pitch, but before we get to that I am going to explain to you how to work with these safelists.
Credit safelists are the best way to advertise, but it will require a lot of reading from you. You are going to have to click on the links in the bottom of the emails in order to get advertising credits. You are literally going to receive thousands of emails a day which is going to drive you insane. This is why I recommend you signing up for two email accounts preferably with Google. When signing up for these emails, sign up for these Safelists with your email and then under Lists put in the second email.

Managing these Incoming Safelist Emails
Once you have signed into your email account open the first email

Before we get started blasting your email ads all over the place you are going
To want to add some email filters to manage all your incoming emails.
It doesn't take long after verifying your Safelist email addresses that the ads
from other members are going to start pouring in.
That's just from one Safelist. Imagine what your inbox would look like if you
woke up the morning after joining 10 or 20 safelists.
Thankfully almost all email programs have a way of sorting your incoming
mail with something called “filters”.
If you are not using Gmail check the instructions for the mail program you
are using and I am sure you will find something similar.
Using Gmail we are going to setup a simple email filter that checks to see
where your incoming emails are coming from and then assign a “label” to
those messages that tells us which Safelist sent them.

To create a new filter in Gmail you will need to open one of the Safelist
Emails in your inbox. Select “More actions” at the top of the page and
choose “Filter messages like these”.
Gmail should automatically enter in the email address that the Safelist email
was sent from. In this case the “From:” address in all your AdTactics emails
should be “bounce@mailer1.adtactics.com”. If it's not, check the email to
find the correct address.
Click “Next Step” to continue.

Select the “Apply the label” checkbox and choose “New label”. Since we are
Sorting all the incoming emails from AdTactics lets name this label
“AdTactics”.
You can also apply the filter to the emails that are currently in your inbox.
Click the checkbox that also applies the filters to your old emails and click
“Create Filter”.

Well now you are ready to start marketing your product well almost ready;
In order for you to build your own list of clients to email to you are going to have to build a FUNNEL.
What is a Funnel?
A Funnel is your list of contacts which you have built, you are at the top and beneath you are your people that are affiliated to you, to build this list you are going to have to put a Lead Capture Page at the front of you website.
You are going to offer everyone something free in exchange for their; Name, Email (This is how you are going to email them their free gift).
This how you will build your relationship with your list and this is how your funnel will grow and you gain the trust of the people on your e mail list. It has been said that people will only buy from you if they trust you and this is your aim, you give them free e books or some other gift and eventually when you want to you will be able to sell your products to them because they trust you. You are going to have to work hard at doing this.

Recommended Safelists

AdSolutiOnline
AdTactics
Elite Safelist
European Safelist
Free SafeList Mailer
Global Safelist
GotSafelist
List Auction
List Building Maximizer
List Effects
List Joe
Reactive Adz
ViralAdStore
Making Money off Traffic Exchanges
Start a membership site
Make everyone an Affiliate
• Shift attention from traffic
• By offering something of value
• Get people’s emails and names to build your list
• Keep sending Emails to advertise products and services and opportunities
3 Services for running a successful Online Business

Well hope everyone makes money, I am no expert, but I am getting mine.... Good Luck hope everyone makes some money.

How to Host that Party on a Limited Budget

Everybody nowadays are so concerned with wanting to be celebrities or hosting that exclusive celebrity party. They want to host that event that everyone will be talking about for the next few months.
I have had my fair share of them and the most important ingredients combined with some natural elements and you too can have that Celebrity do. The 3 main ingredients to success is People, Music and The Drinks. Nothing brings some life to that otherwise dull party like some liquids,especially a well presented cocktial. I am going to give a few easy to make do it yourself cocktail on a limited budget.
These are not going to require expensive equipment, all you going to need is some glasses, ice, a cocktail shaker well and some skill not alot just a bit of skill.


MENU
Absolut Cosmopolitan (90ml martini glass)
45ml Vodka
45ml Absolut Citron
20ml Triple Sec
20ml Cranberry Juice
Juice of ½ fresh lime
Shake with ice and Strain

Absolut Iceberg (285ml Hi ball glass)
30ml Absolut Citron
15ml Triple Sec
150ml Bitter Lemon
Pour ingredients over ice, top with bitter lemon

Black Russian (200ml tumbler)
30ml Vodka
30ml Kahlua
Build over Ice

Bloody Mary (285ml hi-ball glass)
30ml Vodka
Worcestershire sauce to taste
120ml Tomato juice
Tabasco sauce to taste
Salt and pepper for taste

Bolshoi Punch (285ml footed hi-ball glass)
30ml Vodka
10ml Dark rum
10ml Creme de Cassis
15ml Lime Juice
15ml Lemon Juice
Top up with bitter Lemon
Blend with ice and Strain.

Tequila Sunrise (285ml hi ball)

30ml Tequila
1 Teaspoon Grenadine
If you want the clours to be seperated add grenadine, then crushed ice on top add tequila and then
Top up with OJ
Build over Ice


These are just to name a few and then ther's still the
Non Alcoholic Drinks:

Cane Toad (285ml Hi ball glass)

30ml passion fruit
30ml Sugar Syrup
30ml Lemon J
Top up with Dry Ginger Ale
Shake with ice and pour.

Mocktini (90ml martini glass)

15ml Lime J
Dash Lemon J
60ml Tonic Water
Stir with Ice and Strain

Shirley Temple (285 hi ball)

15ml Grenadine Top up with Ginger Ale
or Lemonade
Build over Ice.

Accumulate your bar content over a few months, some suppliers are always offering specials on liqueur, it all comes down to your list and your budget and the planning.

The world still hasn't recovered from the recession and if you can't afford a Dj, well then you can do it yourself, make sure you just look at what music is topping the charts around the World add them to I tunes and make that playlist, press shuffle and repeat and the mood is set.

Happy Budgeting

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Money is an Endangered Species Save The Buck

In these times of recession money has become somewhat of an Endangered Species and saving has become a luxury. But there are ways of beating the recession and saving the Buck.
I have decided that I am going to share my secrets with you. I know it sounds like an internet self help book that's going to teach you how to make money,but I am not selling anything.

And these are no secrets either, they are just some forgotten survival tips, that I am going to help you to re discover. These tips have been invaluable to me over the years,but it requires you to fly under the radar. You can not be seen twice at the same place or atleast, not wearing the same disguise a.k.a outfit.

I know the suspense must be killing you by now, well understand this, it is not always so easy to reveal your survival tips, let alone part with them to millions of people on the internet. Some businesses pride themselves in being a monopoly (not the game). The more competition the less your profit or sometimes, chances of success.

Well I have said enough and now it is my chance to make a difference in the world.
MONEY EARNING TIPS

Before you can start saving you have to earn money first;

TIP1: Work at a bar Good money, I will explain later why I say this.

TIP2: Start your own business, make your hobby a money making machine, if you like jewelry, art,driving lessons, believe it or not it is very in-expensive doing this.

TIP3: Recycle; You can make money of other people's junk and you hitting two birds with one stone, you helping save the environment.

TIP4: Become a sperm donor; in some countries your little past time stress relief hobby can actually earn you some money and provide someone else with a bundle of joy.

TIP5: Try out for TV extra work, easy money for just a few hours and the benefits are endless, I will explain more about the benefits later.

That was just a few tips feel free to add more life's suppose to be fun enjoy life, living and making money you will live longer.

MONEY SAVING

The primary need for humans according to Maslow's hierarchy is food and in these times scamming food from neighbours and family is most important.Always make sure you around the neighbourhood during lunch time nobody will eat without offering a guest something to eat and drink.

Another more legitimate way of saving on food is by shopping at Wholesalers, gang up with friends and go grocery shopping together, you can buy in bulk and will save in bulk too. Look at it this way by the time world war breaks out again your underground bunker will be stocked up.

Grow your own veggies, be self sustaining and you will save loads of money. I know ypu are thinking of this, and no you cannot keep a cow in your backyard, unless you are old McDonald.

To keep some of your veggies fresh you can pickle them in jars and for meet you can salt them and dry them out.

TIP2: Start a car pool to work with friends, you split the petrol, gas whatever you call it and you are helping omit less co2 into the air, if you don't have friends to do this, take the bus. This is good for nature less traffic and you save on the mileage on your car. tires, gas/petrol, money, Save! SAve!! SAVe!!! SAVE!!!.

TIP3: Rent a house with friends, if you are still a bachelor or bacheloret, you save loads of money on rent, electricity, food(wholesale buying), transport.

TIP4: Those big nights out can also save you alot of money on drinks, you can either try this, but it is not advised.You contribute alot to the Beer companies and I don't think they will even miss your contribution.
Why pay for drinks OR even Entrance to a party

It is all about arrogance, if Celebrities can get away with it so can Civilians right, they both start with a C, no difference to me. Who the hell are door people to ask if you've paid DO THEY KNOW WHO YOU ARE? lol That's if you used the door.

In case that fails every party has a side door in case of Emergency (God Bless Fire Departments). You are bound to find a sidedoor or open window without a Meathead Bouncer.
If you do use thefront door Target the VIP List, Names like Jonathan, Michelle and Sarah are sure winners. It is all about composure, you may be sweating bullets on the inside, but on the outside you're a (fake) Armani suit and perfect teeth. If you look like model nobody will stop to question you. You can even make snide remarks like, "SHOULDN'T DOOR PEOPLE BE MORE ATTRACTIVE?" and 'DO YOU KNOW WHO THE F*** I AM?'. Of course they don't and why should they? You're some schmuck without a cent to your name, but they don't know that.

PLAN A

Find the drunkest people in the place, station yourself next to them at the bar and when they re-enact the last 10 yard dash for the touch down, casually slide one of their drinks in the palm of your hand and meet those friends of your's on the other side of the bar and for extra flare, pack down on the side of the touchline, drink in hand and laugh heartily. Good one, fellas!

PLAN B

If you're a girl, find the nearest schmuck and convince him that the two of you went to primary school together and that he should buy you a drink to celebrate your reunion. It worked on me and I went to an all boys school.
If you are a guy you should stoop to an all time low, but since nothing can be lower than your bank balance. Locate the lonely guy drinking at the bar, all on his lonesome pathetic self, start talking to him about Soccer, Football. If that doesn't make a connection with Mr Self-Destruct, try claiming that all women are the enemy. Offer to buy your new found buddy a drink, do the pocket padding down routine, as if you have a wallet to find. Upon discovering that you left it in the car again, silly you , apologise and offer the next round. He will feel obliged to buy this round. If the lonely guy start talking about shoes or wearing a pink, you could be in for a whole lot more than a free drink.

Never let it be said that you are scum for getting things for free. Rather, let it be said that you subscribe to Darwinism, and that survival of the fittest, half the people aren't sure what Darwinism is and they will believe you anyway. While at it tell them you are also a Hare Krishna and that it doesn't permit you to work for money, but rather rely on the good nature of kind people for food and shelter.
The world is your Oyster, now find a buyer for that pearl.

Referring back to Tip1, you can earn and get drunk for free or at less staff discount.
Tip5, you can get free lunch, I know, first hand experience Mr Tv-Extra himself. Bonus you can rub shoulders with celebs,you are looking at significant social profile upliftment.

Now for the top 5 Money saving Manoeuvres:

Find Half Price pizza huts, Rib Shacks, all you can eat buffets and prawns specials(still hold the record for the most prawns on a monday night crab shack)

Spend time near British Tourists lots of Pounds no friends

Sit next to big tables in strip clubs and watch their table dances

Drink draught beer, tastes better, costs less

Find big Christmas company parties, put your drinks on their tabs.

Well go out there and start living economically and remember some of these tips are just guidelines just like the Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy and are not recommended nor frowned upon by the Author, but desperate times call for desperate survival tips.Enjoy Living a longer fuller life.

Money saving tips for that Overseas trip

The world has become very accesible for people of our generation, since travelling methods have grown so advance. Now can you imagine living a hundred years ago when transport was non exsistent and it took people weeks to months travelling from one destination to fetch neccesities. Travelling has become somewhat of a luxury compared to back then. I like millions of other people of adventurers love to travel but it is so expensive to go to places like those we see on those Travel Tv shows.

So what I decided to do is try and go all Frommer Travel Guide and see if I can come up with some travelling tips to save you and me and him from getting that whole in your pocket.
Tip1: Get a job as an Au Pair, I love kids, but it is a different story all together staying with them and working for them, it is peer hell. But on the bright side if they pay you enough you can go travelling or even better if they own a company that requires you to travel working for their other company, they pay for your travels. THE PARENTS OF COURSE NOT THE KIDS PAY YOU!!!

TIP2: Another way to travel for free get a job on a boat, the living space isn't that big, you get gym membership, you get free food 3 meals a day I hear. Technically you are paying your way to all those beautiful destinations, nothing is free, small cabin hey don't that remind you of stepbrothers? Shotgun Top bunk. It is a roof and a few ceilings over your head and the gym membership well, look at the bright side atleast you will have something to show (pecs) for all your hardwork, when you get off the boat on that Tropical Island.

TIP3: If working is not really your thing, you can allways become a model, oh yeah by the way I hear they're looking for a lead role for the remake of that Frankenstein classic, the way you look if you can't land this role. I don't know what went wrong.

TIP4: Another way to travel in style is by joining the Mile High Club, apparently you get to be out of town every other week. So this is for you if you have long long legs that seem to never end, charming personality, bright eyed and bushy tailed this is for you. Oh I hear your flat in Madrid is empty and I was wondering if I could use it as my base? I am going for the bull run, if you don't mind.

TIP5: I am running out of ideas here, your last tip. Have you ever heard of Roadies and Groupies? Well this one is close it is the distant cousin Carnie. What you don't know what a Carnie is? Un freaking believeable, I just broke that down for you, it's almost the same as the job roadies do with all the speaker they carrying around you get to do a way cooler job. I am telling shovelling elephant crap is way cooooler than carrying speakers with no sound coming from them. Atleast you can put your new 30 GIG Ipod touch that you bought with all the money you made from shovelling Elephant doo doo doo wop. Now ain't that cool and to top it all of you can put in your Job application under previous Jobs: Landscaper, World Traveller, Visionary.

TIP5: This is by far the best job that anyone can have. You are your own boss, soak up the sun. Listen to Bob Marley. I have to say this is one of my favourites, Rastafarian oh isn't that a job? Religion. Well Amsterdam must be the main church I guess, because they worship; *ss, Weed and *ss. What did I say *ss again, must be this sigarette I am smoking, it's not a sigarette oh crap. Nevermind then.

I hope that has saved you a ton of money and for interest sake I put some place I would like to go; Spain- Bull Run and Tomato fight
Amsterdam- I hear the bakeries are the best, what!? Weed is legal? I didn't know that!
Brazil- Rio Carnival, World Cup 2014.
Missisipi- Mardi Gras.
Germany- Beer Fest.
U.S.A.- Las Vegas Nevada.
Italy- Leaning tower of Pizza, sounds delicious, Venice, Vatican city I hear he has the number of the Big man.
France- Eiffel Tower.

Climb kilimanjaro, cage dive and well the list goes on if anyone has tips to save money. Like a Sugar Mommy or Daddy let me know. Well I didn't say I was going to save their money ha.

A few more good tips: Make friends in foreign places helps when you need a roof, just be careful the Internet's ful of weirdos Lol ENJOY YOUR TRAVELS

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Are you tired of the Lies Yet?

Well stop being tired,I know the feeling, it is contagious and it will make those around you tired and don't even think of complaining because that will spread like a wild fire. I want you all to be positive because I have found a way or a means to help your money making spread like a wild fire. You want to know how? Well I have been discovering this over a long period of time, but in the recent couple of days I have joined this group, that has helped me to realise this problem. Everything out there is Free Right? Right, but you wondering by now why don't I have nearly enough money? Because you have been duped by the oldest trick in the book the only FREE stuff or thing is your email and the front page of some of these so called websites. I know this why because you know this, but we to naive to realise it!!! Okay enough of that you probably think I am crazy? Well I am because if you crazy enough you would realize that YOU OR ANYBODY WOULD BE CRAZY ENOUGH TO GIVE AWAY FREE STUFF WOTRH SAY $10 000, 10 000 Rupees, Rands or even in any other currency. If they said listen we giving away 10 000 Zimbabwean dollars I would say that sounds about right, how much is that worth, what could you possibly get for that maybe a lollipop? a jawbreaker perhaps? My point you will soon realize is that nothing is for free!!! I have found something that will cost you money not an exorbitant amount but enough to make you some extra money, so if like me you are tired of lies and empty promises from companies using us for our email addresses so we can get scammed, take this opportunity out of your busy schedule and have a look at the link at the top of the page. I am sure I have emailed many of you already and if you interested in how I got your details you can tell me if you right I will give you my list for free and some of my tips for free and that is a guarantee!! Join My Blog and just follow me and together we can make it on the Web. Lets do this it is easier than we imagined!!! Like in the words of Coldplay," Are we part of the Cure or are we Part of the disease"

I am still not free what now

I don't think that Rastafarian was right, I saw him the last time and he still, well he didn't look that free!! I think somebody sold him bad weed and he smoked it and it affected his brain or what was left of it. I have hit a blank spot a don't know what to drink, I mean write. I have more followers on twitter and less on my blog maybe I should write about the time a smuggled drugs into the casino in the back of that caddilac I stole after I killed that guy for a a candy bar. So which dog are you I am the one that can talk. Me amo Brian not really. I hope they don't get me for that guys murder. Well next week I am going to reveal where I have hidden the body of that guy. I am free in more ways than I can think... I met david beckham and snoop dogg this morning

Be Free a Rastafarian said...

I sit here today and I find myself more enslaved by something that I thought would free me and I know that it is definitely not something that I should be doing or want to be doing. but I am giving it all I got. I spoke to this Rastafarian from Angola and he said to me Be Free and it struck me at how he was not worried about the little he has, he is go a foreign country no car not alot me money no social status but atleast he is giving it a shot, the only difference I see between me and him is that he is a couple of decades older than me he is living in a foreign country I want to but I am still too afraid to take that risk I on the other hand have some family to fall back on if I don't succeed, but failure will not be something I am going for if I do go to follow my dream so for a few more months I will enslave myself I got everything I need and please dear heavenly father let no want or desire come across my path unless it is that which I strive for Success! Kia Kaha

When the shoe is on the other foot...

Today is Saturday, just when I got use to being my own boss my partner backed out on me and the whole business. I am left to make a difficult decision whether I should continue or just leave the whole thing. I cant continue I thought, reason being my financial backing is to a minimum, profits are marginal and I got a monkey on my back and this monkey is not going to settle for just peanuts, but I might just het the backing I was looking for just as I was about to give up. This was going to be a negative blog update but it has rather changed in a different direction I know now what has to be done... I decided to include some facts in my blog, fact 1 Dian Fossey was American zoologist who observed 8 Gorilla Groups daily for years in the mountain forests of Rwanda. 2 South Fast Asia has the oldest rainforest in the world, it has been around for over 70 million years. 33 There are over 30 million species of insects dwelling in the tropical forests. Later Bloggers Remember Knowledge is power!

Overcast Sunday

This is probably one of the worst Sundays ever, my Uncle came over to visit and my quiet day went all down the drain within a minute. The weather was ideal for staying in bed and sleeping, but all of a sudden I am being bombarded by questions of when I am going to get massside and when I an going to have kids the usual crap I infact enjoy being alone and not having to stress about things like that. Life these days are so difficult why make it harder by knocking some girl up and having to deal with all the stressful activities of daily life. I am having a rather offish day with my privacy being invaded, all I want to do is just sleep you know after a hard week dealing with people, I just want to be alone to rest. Later Bloggers!

Times change,but some people refuse to...

Today is Thursday, I think? I have been so lost in the times recently that even the days have escaped my grasp I am lost in time, I wonder if it is possible to counter time by forgetting about it and just living eachday since it is all the same? The only thing that has been a reminder of what day it is was the thought of looking forward to my favorite tv program in that nine o'clock time slot from Monday through to Wednesday and them the Omnibus Saturday nights and since the first season is done my life is kinda empty. Those were my nights my days were filled with reading, but since my books are all finished I am left over to the mercy of boredom. I went out last night just for like an hour to an ex work colleagues sons birthday and the people I worked with and some of the people I know have not changed one bit, it was kinda sad because I use to be like that once before, I changed and these past few months have calmed me down somewhat. I left early and some of them saw my behaviour as a reflection on them as

Never Leave the house or even in to add Angry prt2

... In turn hurt me, I always vowed never to hurt my mother as she is the only person I know that has the biggerst heart and also the smallest heart. I knew that me saying that would hurt her, I know that she is the person that always believes in me and backs me through the good the bad the the failure the successes and she worries about my future more than anyone elses'. I know that she wants the best for me and all she wants or asks of me is a little bit and I know that I haven't done much for her yet, but I try and I left the house in anger and that should never be. This life we live is short and we should never miss an opportunity to make things right or to say sorry or say I love you and never be afraid to cry, we human after all, being human is an emotion. So yesterday I gave my Mom a Kiss and I know she knew what it was for... Today is Tuesday and I am doing so much better and even the day is feeling better more positive o let it be so Live life full on today and everyday. Later Bloggers!

Never Leave the House or even go to sleep when Angry...

Yesterday was Monday and I woke to the noise or well my parents having a little argument of sorts because my Dad decided he wasn't going to work. This Monday disease is a coloured problem you drink the weekend and Mondays you don't go to work, I have come to realize that I always almost never drink on Sundays and I realize why I don't now. I subconsciously have been made to realize how negative it is because that image or trigger has been implanted go my head, I have never except on one previous occasion had alcohol on a Sunday but only because I knew that I would not be working on that Monday. So back to my reason for not leaving the house angry, I was angry with my Dad because he knows what his responsibilities are and he knows what his weaknesses are, but he still insists no doing all those things, so the long and short story is I felt crowed and well I said some things and trapped and said that I wished I had died last year in that car accident well I kinda didn't think and I made my mother cry, which..

I just need to stay focused and keep being disciplined

Sometimes a fresh start is all someone needs or even a change me scenery. I hate come to realise that me still being at good staying with my parents is poisonous to my health, my fathers drinking is driving everyone insane and all those other reasons stated in my previous update on the blog also forms part of it. I hate alot that I can do and want to do, but the fact that I am here holds me back and it doesn't help me in anyway. I have never had a safety net like any of the other kids my dad has never strived for anything in his life we still staying in this crap hole so I think it is time for me to make my own safety net because I don't want to end up like him, so I say it is time for the loner to start walking and leave it all behind and start a fresh... I don't know where or when I an I am going to be starting a fresh, but I am going to have to do it soon.

I have set the standard...

I recently rediscovered something that well I have known all along and that is the force that driver of to where I am going to be soon. I spoke about or rather wrote about the whole natural selection process where only the top bracket of the dna gene pool gets to do what they want in life and get to achieve that, well that is a load of bollocks, I am good enough! I am this way cause of doubts instilled in me by my father, reason being that my father is not competitive by nature non confrontational he is everything I am not. I am tall, athletic, competitive, motivated, driven, aggressive and the one thing that stands out is the fact that I am a risk taker and a loner. I don't fall in favour with women because I am not safe, I am no safety net or even security, I need only please me and nobody else. So now with my dreams knocking no my door I am going to make that jump. Life is there for the taking...

Live Free or Die

I realized how important freedom is today after giving someone a lecture about how we all start of as slaves and how some of up remain slaves all our lives. We all make a conscious decision in life as to where we take our lives, even though some people believe it is pre destined by a higher being as it imprinted in our dna... I would like to think otherwise, I would like to think that I am in charge of where my life is going and that my determination and drive decide where I am headed. I on the other hand don't dismiss the motion completely that our lives aren't pre destined because there aren't enough careers to cater for everyone and he everyone were successful there wouldn't be enough places for everyone. I purpose this all comes back to the whole process of natural selection where only the strongest animals survive get to mate and enjoy the best life within a natural habitat. I have seen this happen and I refuse to sit down or even lie down without a fighting for a better life so today I live free...

What to do?, decisions, decisions, decisions...

I am taking this opportunity to vent my frustrations a little this morning go regards with my cas accident claim and I hope that God hears me today and answers my anguish with some positive response as far as my financial situation is concerned. I need to note no as far as that is concerned, I can't wait for life to happen anymore I have to make it happen, so today I am taking this time to thank and also to vent and i know that when you ask and strongly believe that you will receive, so patiently I sit here and wait for some good news the signs are all there so let it be. Later Bloggers!

Okay now that was shocking... by The Outsiders

I wonder how many people sometimes watch tv and sees themselves and their friends go the characters go their favorite show? I just saw some things and it resembled of and the people go this town... I see my ex girlfriend and her past coming back to haunt her I am there as Brooklyn, another friend I know as Epic who came out the closet, his Sister Serena it is really weird are these things that will still happen or am I purely worried about coincidental fictional characters or are they very factual that we are living out some of these these scenes go the present time from some writers past dreams? I seem to think there is more than just meet the eye involved here and some of the characters are not placed yet in their ideal roles, maybe the next time I come back to this town they'll be acting out their roles, for one I enjoy my role as the outsider and they all seem to gravitate towards me, seems like my blog name, maybe more suited than I had planned. I think I shall have to write a role for my alcoholic bff

Am I a choker? or is it just my lack of big match temprament...

So I am a really good soccer player always have been except the fact that I seem to choke up at times or is it just the fact that I have on big match temprament? I have always had some anxiety attacks but to a minimum and the only thing that has always helped of helped of was to think of something good that was going to happen after that present event or music and I have become less and less anxious as I have matured and it is time to finally step up my game. I have played against many guys and I always seem to perform at my best well I think it is time to not try my best but to do it and actually become great. I am doing it now it's time for add and time to prepare myself for an early morning jog, Later Bloggers!

The weeks go by slowly

Monday morning and I seem to be loosing my mind for the past few weeks I had books go which I could lose or submerge my mind today I am left to my own sanity which is somewhat questionable at times, so I should try and not think so much it feels like this is going to be one of those insanely long days or infact a long week hope ,well lets not hope for it to pass by so quickly, I want to savour this one. So here's to a good week on the grind! Later Bloggers!

Roadtrip Sunday

So lastnight, I didn't have much sleep'cause I had to be up early to take my brother to the airport, 4 o'clock is no joke after having just about half an hours sleep. We got to the airport real early and then headed off immediately and you know strange thing I run into Mike an old friend from a couple years back he is staying in Randfontein these days now talk about the devil. I spoke to some friends earlier well one in particular whom I lost track with who asked about Mike and guess who I run into on my way back from Jhb yes the one and only. I needed this whole drive out today, I realised how much I missed my own car and the open road good friends good times and good memories to last a lifetime. The mini roadtrip with my parents was awesome even though I was not alone I am hoping for the best regarding my case and my positive frame of mind will help. I also have the opportunity to climb the social ladder business is what I have within my grasp alot and I will get or take what I deserve Later Bloggers!

How to bring a country to it's knees and keep them there

I realised what a terrible world we live in, I am probably most ideally placed because I seem to noticee these injustices first hand. I saw what governments are doing and what they are allowing to happen, if you allow people to treat others cruelly you condone those actions thus making it right. Some of the policies that are not implemented make the government no better than the communist governments of the soviet union. People suffer so much because there is no time for some people to look for better, they make sure that you get just about enough to get the necessities and no more no less than that . Now imagine working 7 days a week 14 hours a day for 300 Rand a week, now work out the costs you the only person working ho your household. Transport, food, lack of time there's a whole lot of other factors I could mention, but by now I am sure you got the picture by now. This kind of struggle tends to imprison people go their own minds because governments and the way they run things make people believe they

Pacience is hard but worth the wait...

So you might read my title and wonder about my spelling, I don't because it is not my spelling, some spindless idiot I know made that his status update and I decided I would take some time out of my busy schedule to bash some fool. My comment to this is patience is worth it when spelled correctly in all other cases you don't need to stand in a long que to be ripped a new a hole in the middle of your forehead AJ. I see now why you were being led around by your nose you a real court Jester in other words clown a Joke, You are so whipped. Enough bout all that last might my fellow creative under the influence directors phoned of and we decide to fail trying and to start doing, get out my Lovers drisense and get in controle of my out of controle thoughts. I am ready to go rocksteady . Haters I am outside pissing into your tents so grab your umbrellas and raincoats its about to get really wet

A Strange training session

I had a crazy day at work and at soccer today it kinda freaked me out somewhat. I was worried bout the creatures me the night and them a little black kitten showed up so I guess it is good luck because it was a kitten and not a cat. The other issues go my life seen to be drawing to a close and I know God is looking out for me in a good way. I am off Later Bloggers!

This is indeed dark days...

I find myself in a dark desolate place these days and it scares me not because it is dark, but because of the creatures the dark holds not the furry sharp dagger carrying kind. I am talking about those creatures of the human kind preying on people, but I am willing to fight for what is mine, for long far too long have I let people keep of from achieving my dreams. It is a lonely place I find myself in it is and dark, but I am not going to let any threats stop of from my dreams. Today I go round 3 Later Bloggers!

Got Some Good News Today!

I really don't have much to say tonight, just that I got an opportunity to play soccer again and I know it is all thanks to my heavenly father. I went to work this morning as usual and read my mails and to my surprise I got e mails from two agents wanting me to sent my Resumé or to contact them as they would be be doing placements go their teams. I went only for my second training session tonight and I am thoroughly exhausted, I did some ballwork and a whole lot of running I de feel good about where my fitness levels are going and I only hope that God will grant me good health to continue towards building my strength mentally and physically. I am sure by the time I am ready for my trial I will be in tip top shape. I only wish for one more thing well not hope so much as pray for it so that by the time I am ready and my time to go has arrived I have been blessed with the settlement. Believe and you shall achieve and my time has come Later Bloggers!

Close to breaking point what to do

I am so frustrated today and it isn't because of people, but my own weaknesses for women and because it is so easy for of to hook up. I am trying to be disciplined but it is so hard today is one of those majorly testing days where I am trying to keep my mine occupied in order to keep it of deviating towards thinking of sex. I hope I get through this day without slipping up just have to keep my mine busy think I shall read still have a goal to make he I want to do this next year SOCCER SOCCER SOCCER Later Bloggers!

Life's a journey which no one can travel for you. My Journey continues...

Man I cant even remember when the last time was when I was involved in a competitive soccer match. I tried to organize a game, but on one got back to me about it yet. I have one year left to train and try make it at a team, went to gym again today after my week absence due to the flu@ going to try wake up early to go for a jog my journey begins go full swing tomorow. I read on twitter today ARE YOU WILLING TO TAKE THE RISK FOLLOWING YOUR DREAMS AND RISK FAILING OR PLAYING IT SAFE AND WAKING UP ONE DAY AND SAYING WHAT IF? So go out there and get at it Later Bloggers!

Life can be bullshit sometimes...

Friday is suppose to be a good day! Well it was until my mother phoned un give me the bad news, you know this brought me back un my no one problem Trust. I have always had trust issues with everyone I don't trust anyone not even my own family and sometimes it is justified. I wonder why anybody would give another person bad news straight away knowing it would eval up their whole day, I am not angry but more dissapointed than anything one me my kittens got killed again my couscous is dead. Fuck this life and all the bullshit. I am tired having un carry all this burdens with me@ why is my punishment so servere?!?! I wish someone could understand the shit I am going through...

A good friend don't stab you in the back he stabs you in the front

I know this sounds bitchy pardon my french, I am an honest person and sometimes thats the best policy so I heard in some cases, but apparently others haven't heard this yet. I have it when people bad mouth me and and then have the nerve to stand in front of me and smile at me. Today I jogged in to facebook and well one me those friends contacted me with a proposal, well what did I do the good person that I am@ well I told him I would have a look at it chou on sense go saying on to perfectly good business ideas he indee it is that and not just a ploy to stab me in the blindside just in good faith. I know this is no coincidence first I spot his mother then a week later he contacts me... I am not going into this with my eyes closed. I am having a good day otherwise, up early my twitter followers are are no the rise business is good. Thanx to Jesus my Lord and Saviour Later Bloggers!

40 Days and 40 Nights

Today is the firsts day of my new commitment and I an going to try and hold out as long as I can'I have a problem I am a sex addict, talking about it helps so since I am not good at talking, I am writing about it in a way it has helped and I am doing better already temptation has been visiting me alot me late forget about Tiger but I have come to realize my problem reasonably early I hope...

Time won't let me go

Good friends are a dime a dozen, I have millions of them but only one bestest best friend. I got a call from him today and he just encourages of all the time. When I look back on the days of my life, these words bring bravery into my fight for survival it is key to unlocking that monster called determination. I have not seen my friend in over three years which is way too long, but even though I don't see him that often, it is like he left just yesterday everytime we talk again. If I could in back to yesterday and change all the things I could I wouldnt because time wont let me go, but not because of that@ but because I have no regrets of yesterday. I dream for tomorrow and that place I long for I have never seen. I am going to see my friend soon hopefully. I am editing this draft of my thoughts which I did not complete because sleep knocked me out. This morning I am full of regrets I have lived my life through the tv screen being other people including myself and I have forgotten who I am, I wish I could go back and change all the things I diid well maybe not all of them, some I don't regret I am just depressed this morning at work. I have always walked alone and this morning I realised I have only ever been alone, I am use to it. This post is inspired by The Bravery the song is titled the same as the above title. TIME WON'T LET ME GO... goes better all this Indie Rock is really making me go soft Later Bloggers!!!

Back to Basics How to become a Proffessional Soccer player part2

Okay so this update is long overdue I promised to write this a while ago,but never got to it well today is the day and in true proffessional soccer player style I am back in form and banging in those good tips. Well the ball has been distibuted from the back and is well on it's way. The Defense is where it all can either start towards a good gam and it can also break down here leading to the failure of the entire team. I have heard many a men especially defenders say this there are two ways of defending... First you either take the man and Second or you take the ball the Let me explain in no uncertain terms it's either the ball goes past you and the man stays behind or the man goes past you and the ball stays behind, but never the both of them. The defenders are the tough guys in the team along with the strikers and you gotta have a big brave heart to play in these postions on the field because as a defender you are confronted all the time and the best way to defend is to attack the ball or the player in some cases. These days you gota be fast agile and aware of your surroundings. Tactical awareness, speed, positioning and a commanding presence are the order of the day, so you need to be mentally strong to be a defender as you are always in battle so pick your man and make sure you count your tackles and make sure your offenders knows where you stand as far as takedowns are concerned. The middlefield is the belly of the beast this is the engine room of the team without their contributions and artfulness the team is lost. These guys gotta be working as a unit and if these guys dont gel together in the middle you can forget about winning. This position requires imagination drive and determination and most important is accuracy and vision. These guys carry immense pressure and their timing passing the ball should be perfect and intune with their frontmen the connection should be a telepathic one, that is why often you will find the strikers and midfielders hanging out together, this helps them to get to know the other and what type of player he is. The middle field players are usually more glamorous and colorful on and off the field, this is the most supported position on the field and they have hordes of fans.In modern day it has shifted somewhat, but not much and only time and the amount of talented personality filled crop of players will be able to capture the hearts and imagination of the world. The game has become very scientific, compared to a few decades ago the game has grown in popularity. The speed of the game has also increased with high speed cameras being put into place to capture some of the moves and tackles being executed. The paychecks have gotten bigger shorts longer hair more colorful and eccentric, faster cars, designer suits, designer girlfriends posh houses multi million rand whatever your curency is endorsements. The balance has shifted and these days players are truelly ROCKSTARS and they are rolemodels to the millions of kids out there influencing them to dream, but what they should teach them is that no amount of success is achieved by sitting at home and not going out there and work for it. So go out and work for it Later Bloggers! Go out and get that dream...

Rainy days in the skyshine

This is one of those typical days which has been affected by climate change and it is a one of those days that I enjoy most. I am sitting here in the shop looking out on the street it is dead quiet from the lack of patrons.The street is usually packed with poeple,but not today because out here in Africa some of the natives seem to fear water and if they are not forced by work obligations well, they just don't see the need to get wet for no good reason. I was late for work this morning not because I overslept, rather to wait for the rain to subside to a slight drizzle which happened and then me and my brother set off to catch a cab or in African terms a taxi. The rain has been continuelly falling for the past 3 weeks roundabout and with only a few days of sun inbetween, if it were up to me I would prefer it to rain everyday for the rest of the year, but unlike other countries our infrastructure are not equipped with laundromats and indoor washlines. Africa itself isn't built for big heavy raines these days anymore as the news would testify to muddy landslides and floods as a resullt of the afore mentioned structural problems and natural destruction of trees grassy plains. These are all contributing to certain factors which has been termed natural disasters, which aren't so natural if you come to look at how the growing numbers in population has caused people to shift from certain areas reserved for animals only, so as far as rain everyday is concerned not a good idea. Goverments are going to have to put measures in place to curb population growth or is it already in effect? Maybe it goes by another name? Well for now we will have to just accept the rain and adapt or die and occassionaly have some sunshine Later Bloogers!

Heavy is the head that wears the crown continued...

keeping my mouth shut and even less for hiding my feelings. I regret none of the things I have ever paid for regret is admitting you were wrong and I am usually the first to admit I was wrong. So what's my point you would ask well I foot exactly know. but i an a smart arse why should I have a point does everything need to have a point. I am a heavely burdened person carying the weight of an entire name brand no my shoulders and the head is heavy with thoughts and the crown is beffitting, but it is nothing that I can't handle so I co going to continue my rise to the top steadily and go my own time. Later Bloggers!

Heavy is the head that wears the crown excetera excetera and other stuff blah blah blah...

I am so glad I can blog again seems my opera mini is working again now that's dandy... So I am at work sick as a dog my brother has been helping me with the biz so it seems like I am doing okay. I saw my ex boss driving down part my shop and I take it good news travels fast..., Okay so I get it you lost my point what is she doing in this part of town because the only people that comes to this part of town is either coming to pick up drugs or she is working a corner as a under paid talk with your mouthful 1 doll hair hooker looking for her pimp or another option she heard the good news of a certain former waiter doing it like like old blue eyes. Well my money is on option no last named. Heavy is the head that wears the crown, indee it is when you are me especially when people know the potential you have been blessed with and that makes it difficult to get things especially because of my natural competitiveness and confrontational way so, it's either I take nonsense or dish it out and lets just put it this...

Thirstdays

Why am I finding it so hard to express myself this morning I am so much better than ever before and still I doubt my own ability. I am holding on to things that are in the past when I should just let go. I am hearing what they say and I just can't make a sound, but why should I listen to the problems of others? Okay I got that out of my sytem and it is Thursday I like this girl and she is so far away never even met her but her smile is just so contagious. I am a very difficult person and also very picky when it comes to the standards I set for myself. As a guy I have a picture of the woman I want in my head I have designed her in my mind all the qualities I want, but I sometimes forget that I won't find that specific woman perhaps some of her qualities, but not all of them. Where do you draw the line in terms of leniency as to what you can sacrifice in what she lacks according to your perfect woman you had been looking for. I am 27 had only one relationship and it was bad for me and I knew it when I got into it but I still went ahead and jumping haed first into the deep end off the cliff with sharks circling in the water below instead of just dipping my toe's into the shallow end. I am still in search of that woman and I know that dreaming or thinking about her won't bring her into existence so I have to go out there and test the waters. I am generally a lazy when it comes to relationships I enjoy my time as it is just that my time maybe I am just not ready or will never be maybe I have another calling? I am off Later Bloggers!!! Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GRANNY 98 YEARS WILL I EVER See it?

Time for a Celebration

April 26 Monday. I am having a birthday today and you know you getting old when your own mother forgets it is your birthday. I am going to try have a good day I don't think I am going to party much as I did last year I am kinda partied out and all that and you know as time goes by we all have different priorities as we age. So I am going to try and celebrate quietly Later Bloggers!So I hadsort fo a good day with my lawyers seems like things are all coming together one thing at a time I have plans to make this year a success and they say it is a good sign when it rains on your birthday. I also got a visit from a former colleague of mine Victor a real cool dude, struggling kind of at the moment, but I am trying to help him

Sunday Morning Early Out on The Road...

Late Nights watching tv and early mornings driving. So I had plans to call up some of my old soccer teammates who well has put his amateur soccer career on hold to be a Dad. I on the other hand much younger than most of the guys I use to play with, still has a good shot at making it. I was still in primary school when I played for Tlhabane Blizzards fc infact I was nearing the end of my primary school and starting High School. I am on the verge of starting a team of my own which I will mostly use to focus on youth development as the local controling body is non existent. I am part of that ageing group of players left to die with our hunger for professional soccer while the so called authority slept with swollen bellies rich off our money intended for nurturing the grass roots. To be continued...

This follows on my previous post

... My legs would cramp and I would continue running until the cramps would dissapear. I use to challenge myself and would motivate some of the other players to give more. I would always pick the guys who weren't that good in order for me to take on a more responsible role taking charge me the game by controlling the play. I would have more me the ball and this made me eight for the ball this war my property and without it at my feet I war powerless so I fought and fought for the ball. This is what the World Cup should represent for each and every player you get to play in it only once in your lifetime if you a soccer player and if you lucky enough you get a couple more tries at it but only that once should be enough to motivate you to wanna play another if you don't win it at the first effort. I am really getting the bug that bit me when I saw my first World Cup game in 1990 and it is in my back yard this time. I am set on making it to the world cup as a fan and maybe as a player one day! Later Bloggers!

More Soccer Tips to come. I want to use this opportunity...

I am too emotional to make or give positive information. The World Cup is drawing nearer and nearer and I an beginning to realise World Cup? This is not just the World Cup it is bigger than that this is where men become Gods and it takes that type of man to go to war with all the fibre of wots entire being and those of the whole Universe. Wot hot to be mentally capable of taking yourself, no elevating yourself, spiritually above what your body is capable for 90 minutes you have to put all all your fears aside you have turn your weaknesses into your strengths for upon your shoulders rest the hopes me me entire nation. I wonder if the South African national team realizes this I wonder if they realize that they cant just settle for competing in the World Cup. This is one me those moments where you play like, your life depended on it and that half measures just wont do. I remember as a lie playing soccer at school just for fun, but being born with a competitive nature I would play until my lungs would burn

The End of the week and the Beginning of the Weekend.

It is Friday morning and I am in the taxi on my way to work I am a tad bit late, but earlier than most and I got one motivating factor in mind 2 more days till I am off. Hopefully business will be good today? I know I know, I didn't forget about today's Soccer tips will update them as the day goes on later Bloggers have a good one!

Back to Basics. How to become a professional Soccer player part 1

How to become a Soccer player, well you gotta show some dedication make sure you get as much practice as possible. Eat, Sleep, Breath and play soccer at all times. Find yourself a player on which you can model your game. Think as he would think, practice like he would, live like he would and imagine you are your favorite player mental preparation is the most important part of the game and is 80 percent of the battle already won. I have played and practiced in almost all four positions as they would say and have experience in all those positions but I say the fifth position is the bench. I say they are all important especially the bench as it requires the most mental strength and hardwork. I an a striker and this position requireds you to be most unsettling as you need to be able to mentally break your opposing defenders concentration. You have to be strong, fast, smart, good in the air and a great passer of the ball and willing to work for your supply of ball. Tomorrow I will cover middle field and defense.

Picture me Rolling...

Okay so I am on a roll today I just struck a nerve with skater any when I called him Avril hahaha, I can sense his irritation through his post on face book generally I can sense these things anyways enough about jellyfish. I just say spongebob square head, nevermind square pants. This guy had a square hair cut talk about a square peg in a round hole. I am utterly bored and sitting here is making me notice things and think of things i.e., I know exactly how I am going to get my skill level up I use to be one of the best players in this whole entire town I am going to use a tennis ball just like I use to at school and get someone to play with. I know what you thinking American Pie, no not that type player. I use to be one of the best soccer players due to the fact that I always had a tennis ball to practice my close ball control. these are some of the things that as I grew up and outgrew and the truth of it all is that once a soccer playeralways a soccer player and another thing soccer players never grow u

Raise your hand if you over three years old and acting really akward

This is a all time high, up early for work and I am still here at home waiting for my brother to pick me up. So I decided to check out facebook and the status updates this morning and this one guys update read and I quote, " Okay people only 3 days till the Kfc next door opens, don't be jealous. " Don't make me laugh, jealous? of what? The fact that you going to be Obese go ahead Samwise Gamgee indulge yourself, I am off to work later bloggers! Okay so I am at work now and this girl walks in here and asks me to heat up her food and I seem to have lost my way of communicating with the fairer sex all I could say was ask if she was tired after she gave a sigh not from being tired probably from thinking is he going to say something worthwhile... Clearly not " you tired? " Wow that was an all time low. I have exceeded myself within a matter of a couple of hours a low and a high all in one day. Great things can be expected of the candidate, excellent verbal skills... I am off much reading to be done "Dracula

Another day on the grind

I just finished work over a quarter of an hour ago and now I am trying to destress by getting some excersize in I got a whole year of training to do if I am going to make it as a soccer player. Work is really slow and I am really getting to learn how to practice patience the hardway. Today was one of those days where I realised that go this line of work you gotta wait for money to come to you, unlike the waitering industry if you wanted money you could turn it up a notch by picking us as many tables as possible and there was never a shortage of girls to flirt with. The way things are currently I find myself in a desert and with no water or food regular cracker wil taste just like heaven, so its a good thing I am laying of the carbs and especially, since I am getting into shape. I spent most of the day reading Bram Stokers'Dracula and trying not to over eat from boredom. Work is monotonous but I chose this, but my hibernation from the mainstream and the people I know will bear fruits when I make my appearance

I can never get that 20 minutes of my life back,but I never regret a second of it

20th of April 2010- This is my first of many stories and I hope that it will truelly inspire and motivate anyone who reads this to lead a positive life and to go out and give to other and make a difference in the lives of those who feel like they have nothing left to offer. I want to use this blog as a tool a voice because sometimes all it takes is a whisper only one word to pick someone up out of their darkness... I remember sixteen days ago on the 4th of April a year ago,My friend and I were involved in a car accident at notorious spot where it is known that many families have lost Sons,Fathers and Friends. I know this because a neighbour of ours lost her son at the same spot and I have witnessed it also. We were hit by a bakkie (pick up truck), the driver of the bakkie skipped a red traffic light and smashed into the passenger sideof my car where my friend was sitting. We were unconscious for roughly 30 minutes and those were minutes stolen from us because in the time we were knocked out, I lost my phone,my ipod and my car was written off subsequently in the process, those are all things that can be replaced. I am emphasizing these things just to show everyone how we value our material things and it seems as if I am complaining about 30 minutes that I lost, but looking at what happend during this time and the fact that I will never know has caused me many sleepless nights. Those thirty minutes I lost, I have lost so many times over and over and so have many of us due to not making use of every minute we have by spending it with people we Love, our pets neglecting important things that we suppose to do by procrastinating. We waste alot of time in life and it all accumulates to what if and regrets, but I see the bigger picture now thost 30 minutes would have been lost anyways at a later stage in my life and comparing that 30 minutes I lost in comparison to IF I HAD LOST MY LIFE? I would have lost way more...
I remember the whole day leading up to the events of my accident, I was working as a waiter at that stage and it was a friday afternoon overcast. I had, had a bad and good day in terms of tips I was doing great. I also had a bad day at the same time at work first getting almost into a fight with one of my colleagues due to the manner of jokes I was teling, my jokes were meant to really irritate everyone that was my main aim it was at the expense of getting everyone pissed off. I knew how to unsettle everyone if I wanted to and I did even before we started the business day I had pissed of managers and waiters alike including the kitchen staff.

I remember I was on a roll, I made alot of money, but somehow only one person unsettled me more than I would normally allow anyone to do not even the Devil himself could do this. I remember this guys face and I will never forget him ever hahaha( Laughing because this guy was my tormentor.He came into the restaurant bout 8 times that day and out of the 8 times he was there I served him 7 times as the other waiter that served him refused to after he didn't tip him at all and neither I got a cent from him and this, I know for a fact was my karma come back to bite me in the rear. I got into a much fouler mood after this guy had come in that day, for after that I faught with everyone. I remember that I worked a double shift that day and never spoke to my ex girlfriend( girlfriend at the time)the whole entire day as I was working really hard the whole time, I never even took lunch because this guy was sitting there with one cup of coffee for like an entire hour and I got a booking of 20 people when I was suppose to be going to lunch and that really pissed me off more. I finished that evening in a really foul mood because I allowed one person to get a hold over me and I let him know it by my reactions,I ended up driving around alone because my best friends Dad whom he hadn't spoken to in a long time came to make peace with him. I was really angry that night and fought with my girlfriend over nothing I went to pick my friend up after he phoned me and we drove around for a long time and he could tell that I was in a bad mood and I will never forget his words man you really LOVE this girl you whipped. Well a while later early in the morning hours we were in the accident, battered and bruised bleading, but nothing broken couple cracked teeth a Harry Potter scar on my friends forehead, I got a nosebleed and a big shiner we wore our injuries proudly. My friend with his 2 blue eyes me with my one I remember people asking us what happened and we would tell them , "We got into a fight with 300 guys, you should see what they look like." Some people especially the girls believed us. I wore my shades everywhere and even went to a rock concert and heard people whispering "It's Travis Mccoy from Gym Class Heroes, but who's the girl he's with?" lol. I even wore my shades at night, telling everyone I am wearing at night coz the sun Never Sets on a Badass!!

All this being said and done I don't have any regrets I lost it all- I got no real friends, no girlfriend her parents hate me, I am sure her cat, her sister, her sisters boyfriend a spineless backstabbing skater who I always tried to encourage and give a ride to their house when he needs a lift, well he can't hate me he hates jocks more and he is to scared to hate me as I am the only real friend he has all her friends they all hate me-but I gained more

I can never get that 20 minutes of my life back,but I don't regret it for one second