What to do?, decisions, decisions, decisions...

I am taking this opportunity to vent my frustrations a little this morning go regards with my cas accident claim and I hope that God hears me today and answers my anguish with some positive response as far as my financial situation is concerned. I need to note no as far as that is concerned, I can't wait for life to happen anymore I have to make it happen, so today I am taking this time to thank and also to vent and i know that when you ask and strongly believe that you will receive, so patiently I sit here and wait for some good news the signs are all there so let it be. Later Bloggers!

Okay now that was shocking... by The Outsiders

I wonder how many people sometimes watch tv and sees themselves and their friends go the characters go their favorite show? I just saw some things and it resembled of and the people go this town... I see my ex girlfriend and her past coming back to haunt her I am there as Brooklyn, another friend I know as Epic who came out the closet, his Sister Serena it is really weird are these things that will still happen or am I purely worried about coincidental fictional characters or are they very factual that we are living out some of these these scenes go the present time from some writers past dreams? I seem to think there is more than just meet the eye involved here and some of the characters are not placed yet in their ideal roles, maybe the next time I come back to this town they'll be acting out their roles, for one I enjoy my role as the outsider and they all seem to gravitate towards me, seems like my blog name, maybe more suited than I had planned. I think I shall have to write a role for my alcoholic bff

Am I a choker? or is it just my lack of big match temprament...

So I am a really good soccer player always have been except the fact that I seem to choke up at times or is it just the fact that I have on big match temprament? I have always had some anxiety attacks but to a minimum and the only thing that has always helped of helped of was to think of something good that was going to happen after that present event or music and I have become less and less anxious as I have matured and it is time to finally step up my game. I have played against many guys and I always seem to perform at my best well I think it is time to not try my best but to do it and actually become great. I am doing it now it's time for add and time to prepare myself for an early morning jog, Later Bloggers!

The weeks go by slowly

Monday morning and I seem to be loosing my mind for the past few weeks I had books go which I could lose or submerge my mind today I am left to my own sanity which is somewhat questionable at times, so I should try and not think so much it feels like this is going to be one of those insanely long days or infact a long week hope ,well lets not hope for it to pass by so quickly, I want to savour this one. So here's to a good week on the grind! Later Bloggers!

Roadtrip Sunday

So lastnight, I didn't have much sleep'cause I had to be up early to take my brother to the airport, 4 o'clock is no joke after having just about half an hours sleep. We got to the airport real early and then headed off immediately and you know strange thing I run into Mike an old friend from a couple years back he is staying in Randfontein these days now talk about the devil. I spoke to some friends earlier well one in particular whom I lost track with who asked about Mike and guess who I run into on my way back from Jhb yes the one and only. I needed this whole drive out today, I realised how much I missed my own car and the open road good friends good times and good memories to last a lifetime. The mini roadtrip with my parents was awesome even though I was not alone I am hoping for the best regarding my case and my positive frame of mind will help. I also have the opportunity to climb the social ladder business is what I have within my grasp alot and I will get or take what I deserve Later Bloggers!

How to bring a country to it's knees and keep them there

I realised what a terrible world we live in, I am probably most ideally placed because I seem to noticee these injustices first hand. I saw what governments are doing and what they are allowing to happen, if you allow people to treat others cruelly you condone those actions thus making it right. Some of the policies that are not implemented make the government no better than the communist governments of the soviet union. People suffer so much because there is no time for some people to look for better, they make sure that you get just about enough to get the necessities and no more no less than that . Now imagine working 7 days a week 14 hours a day for 300 Rand a week, now work out the costs you the only person working ho your household. Transport, food, lack of time there's a whole lot of other factors I could mention, but by now I am sure you got the picture by now. This kind of struggle tends to imprison people go their own minds because governments and the way they run things make people believe they

Pacience is hard but worth the wait...

So you might read my title and wonder about my spelling, I don't because it is not my spelling, some spindless idiot I know made that his status update and I decided I would take some time out of my busy schedule to bash some fool. My comment to this is patience is worth it when spelled correctly in all other cases you don't need to stand in a long que to be ripped a new a hole in the middle of your forehead AJ. I see now why you were being led around by your nose you a real court Jester in other words clown a Joke, You are so whipped. Enough bout all that last might my fellow creative under the influence directors phoned of and we decide to fail trying and to start doing, get out my Lovers drisense and get in controle of my out of controle thoughts. I am ready to go rocksteady . Haters I am outside pissing into your tents so grab your umbrellas and raincoats its about to get really wet